I
certainly have had a paradigm shift over the last few years. I was raised in a
fundamentalist Baptist environment, and had evangelical fundamentalist doctrine
ingrained in me from the time of a small child in junior church to my early
twenties. In my early twenties I got married, left home and went to a state
university. Over time my paradigm shifted toward a liberal humanist point of
view. While I rejected the assumptions of fundamental Christianity, I none-the-less
maintained a strong belief in a Creator God. I believed deeply in a spiritual
purpose to our existence on earth.
From
my twenties to my mid-forties I continued on with a liberal humanist point of
view, and my religious leanings were somewhat pantheistic and slightly new aged.
It was in my late forties that I began to see that humanism was not
accomplishing its intended result. Humanity was not getting better with
education. I saw the innate pathology in myself and others and was watching the
world become increasingly callous and evil. In view of this I became
reactionary and returned to the evangelical roots. I initially was drawn toward
the most legal aspects of Pentecostalism because I thought that this would
perhaps be the way to eliminate the pathology that I had grown to dislike.
Over
time, I saw that legalism was not really improving me in any substantial way,
and it became obvious that it was not improving anyone; especially the ones who
thought they were the holiest. What I really saw was that those who were
striving to be the holiest were in fact some of the meanest, angriest, most self-righteous people I
had ever met. Still, I could not shake my abiding belief in Jesus and
redemption, in the Father’s love for humanity, and I did not stop the deep and
ever growing relationship that I had with Jesus and the Father via the
indwelling Holy Spirit. I knew down deep in my being that evangelical
Christianity was way off the mark but I could not demonstrate it to my
satisfaction with the scripture. Yet, through all of this the Spirit of God
would continue to tell me to “read it all Joe.” I heard this often, and I always
knew that the Spirit was telling me that I should read it all because somehow,
some way, I did not properly understand what the scripture really said; what I needed was a paradigm shift.
I
remained faithful to the prompting and I would continue to read. What I began
to see was the Jesus and his followers had shifted paradigms. I saw this shift
in four distinctively important ways. First, it was the way in which they
viewed scripture… they saw it as solely redemptive. Secondly, they redefined
the phrase “word of God” to mean either the gospel, or Jesus the living gospel.
Third, I began to see that the New Testament writings were transitional between
two covenants. They began with the Old Covenant and a strictly Jewish audience,
and progressed to a shift that included the gentiles without circumcision and
Torah observance… looking forward to a time when the age to come would make the
New Covenant, the only covenant. Fourth and finally, they saw the impending
judgment of Jerusalem and the destruction of the temple as the end of the age
and the beginning of the age to come.
When
you stop to think about it, this is a significant paradigm shift; One that was
not continued by the early church fathers. The interesting thing about that is
that the early church fathers did not come on the scene until forty-years after
the destruction of the temple and the fall of Jerusalem. There is a complete
silence for forty to fifty years. The faith and practice that began after the
forty year silence did not really resemble the faith and practice prior to the
destruction of the temple. The fact is… what ended up being known as
Christianity, resembled the practice of the Pharisees much more than it did the
first century church. Yes, the leaven of the Pharisees did in fact permeate the
Church from the early church fathers forward. I have concluded that it is the
strong delusion of 2Thessalonians 2:11.
The
original paradigm shift was brought about by Jesus and those who immediately
followed him and was subsequently lost. I optimistically believe that it will
soon be recovered by more and more people.
Oh Geeze...is that why I left Evangelical xianity? Think so.. I could not fit in, either as a legalist or as a candy-ass conformist. Something stirring within, that prompted me to declare that HE is Love, He is Grace, He is utterly Mine! And, oh yeah, I gave up tithing and took the youth group to body-surf instead of sitting in a stuffy room listening to me "preach". We enjoyed shaved-ice and plate lunch < I am from Hawaii> and came back about 2 hours after the "adult" meetings were over. The BIG difference: stuffy, uptight adults and liberated, free teen-agers. Should I repent? I don't think so; in fact if ever invited back, I will totally "corrupt" i.e. SET FREE the youth!! Viva el Senor!!
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