When I read, “What I say to you in the dark, tell in the
light, and what you hear whispered, proclaim from the housetops,” I don’t think
of it as a call to shout modern evangelical slogans. I hear it as a
revolutionary instruction. The kind that unsettles empires. It’s a call to
remember and recover. To pull back the veil on the machinery of religious
control and name what has long been silenced.
What became orthodoxy—what we call Christianity today—didn’t
descend pristine from heaven. It wasn’t handed down untouched through the
generations like a sacred relic. It was forged, argued over, stamped out, and
finally enforced with blood and fire. I’m convinced that if Jesus walked the
dusty roads of Galilee with a message of awakening, love, and divine union,
that message was hijacked. Maybe not all at once. But beginning somewhere
around the middle of the second century, a narrowing began. The streams of
belief, once so diverse and free-flowing, were redirected. And many were damned
as heretical—simply for not echoing the voice of the rising institution.
I think often about the burning of books. Not
metaphorically—literally. The words and insights of countless thinkers,
mystics, philosophers, and seekers turned to ash because they threatened a
theological monopoly. The Church didn’t merely disagree with people like
Valentinus, Basilides, or Marcion. It anathematized them. It labeled them
enemies of truth, while crafting a version of truth that had more to do with
uniformity than illumination. Heretics weren’t just mistaken; they were hunted.
Banished. Killed. The term “heretic” became a curse, a death sentence. And the
irony of it all is that the early so-called “orthodox” fathers themselves
couldn’t agree on everything. Their letters, arguments, and councils reveal a
web of disagreement and disunity. And yet, a final voice was chosen—an approved
reading of Jesus—and dissent was declared demonic.
The tragedy that still echoes through time is the
destruction of the Library of Alexandria. It's hard to comprehend the magnitude
of knowledge, insight, and history that was lost in those flames. That library
was a symbol of human curiosity and divine wonder. Its burning wasn’t just an
act of war or carelessness—it was part of a larger trend. A purge. A
dismantling of ancient wisdom in favor of controlled narratives. A kind of
sacred censorship that dared not allow people to think beyond the prescribed limits.
We’re not just talking about different doctrines here—we’re talking about
different ways of perceiving reality, of encountering the Divine, of
understanding who we are. And so much of that was erased. Or at least, they
tried.
But history has a strange way of resurrecting what we try to
bury.
When the Nag Hammadi Library was discovered in 1945, and the
Dead Sea Scrolls just a couple of years later, it was as though the desert
itself was crying out. These texts, sealed away for centuries, became like
voices shouting from the housetops. The secrets hidden away by the sands were
now spilling into the public square. And what did they reveal? Not scandal, as
the gatekeepers feared—but depth. Layers of thought. Rich theology. A
Christianity that was not singular but plural. Diverse. Deeply mystical. Some
of it poetic and philosophical, some of it raw and bold. The Gospel of Thomas,
for example, isn’t interested in dogma—it’s interested in awakening. “The
kingdom is within you and all around you,” it says. That’s not a creed. That’s
a call to remember who we are.
The discovery of those texts wasn’t just archaeological—it
was spiritual. For me, it confirmed what I had long suspected: that much had
been hidden, suppressed, and forgotten—not by accident, but by design. The
early Christian movement wasn’t monolithic. It was bursting with spiritual
experimentation, with different interpretations of Jesus, with wildly different
views of sin, salvation, and the soul. And many of those views were
deliberately erased to make room for one imperial religion. When Constantine aligned
the church with the empire, the cross was transformed. No longer a symbol of
death-defying love, it became a sword. It became a throne. The religion of the
persecuted became the religion of the powerful, and history was rewritten by
those who won.
Still, I don’t think truth can stay buried forever.
That’s why I resonate so deeply with those words from
Matthew. They remind me that revelation is often inconvenient. It doesn’t ask
permission. It crashes through our theological comfort zones and dares us to
see things as they are. And Jesus wasn’t afraid of that. He wasn’t in love with
institutions. He didn’t seek out creeds. He called people into light—real
light. The kind that exposes and heals, that dismantles and rebuilds.
I believe the gnostics weren’t evil mystics as we’ve been
told. They were seekers. Explorers of the inner life. They saw salvation not as
a legal transaction but as an awakening from forgetfulness. They believed in a
divine spark within, buried beneath layers of ignorance and illusion. And yes,
that terrified the orthodox leaders. Because if people found God within, they
might no longer need priests or popes. If awakening was the goal, not
obedience, then control would slip through their fingers. So they called it
heresy. And they buried it. Or at least, they tried.
But the whisper still rises. From the caves of Qumran. From
the jars in Nag Hammadi. From the pages of Thomas, Philip, Mary. Even from the
margins of canonical scripture, if we’re willing to look again with new eyes.
It all seems to echo that original call: “Do not be afraid.” Speak the truth.
Tell what’s been hidden. Let the secret be shouted from the rooftops.
For me, this isn’t just about history—it’s about spiritual
recovery. It’s about honoring the voices that were silenced, the truths that
were buried, and the dreams of a Christianity that could have been—and still
can be. Jesus didn’t come to start an institution. He came to awaken sons and
daughters of the Divine. He came to liberate—not to dominate. To remind us who
we are. And I believe that reminder is breaking through again. This time not
through councils or crusades, but through rediscovered texts, through open
minds, and through hearts that are done with fear.
The real gospel—the good news—isn’t about who’s in and who’s
out. It’s about the unveiling. The light. And the courageous ones who dare to
proclaim it. From the rooftops. Just like he said.
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