There were geese gliding across the surface of the lake,
their movements serene, synchronized, and effortless. In the tree above, a bird
shifted on its branch and sang, its song carrying across the air. A little girl
zipped past on an electric hoverboard, her laughter rising like sunlight, while
lovers held hands and leaned close to whisper private words. Dogs tugged on
leashes, eager to move faster, while their humans smiled and followed. Joggers’
faces glistened with sweat, a visible testament to discipline and movement.
Families sprawled on picnic blankets, breaking bread, sharing fruit, and
talking in tones of comfort and familiarity. Each of these was more than just
an activity. Each moment was a distinct expression of being alive, a singular
lens through which the great consciousness—the divine mind—was experiencing
itself.
I’ve long believed that God, or what I often call
consciousness, experiences creation through us. But today I realized something
subtler: it is not only the broad strokes of life that matter, not only the
grand events or collective moments. It is the nuances—the slight tilt of a
child’s head, the unique rhythm of each jogger’s pace, the particular
inflection of a laugh, the way the light filters differently through each
person’s gaze. No two experiences are ever the same, and no two lives ever
mirror one another fully. Within each human soul lies an infinite kaleidoscope
of potential, and within each moment of experience lies a fractal of divine
awareness. The diversity of experience is not incidental; it is essential. It
is God’s artistry revealed through infinite brushstrokes of individuality.
As I sat there, I allowed my mind to stretch further. I
thought not only of the joyous and serene experiences—the picnics, the lovers,
the children playing—but also of the darker currents that run through human
history. Wars, conflicts, grief, betrayal, sickness, pain—all of these too are
part of the infinite spectrum of experience. They are not pleasant, nor do I
glorify them, but they are real. And in being real, they too are absorbed into
the infinite tapestry of consciousness. Just as a painting needs shadow to
reveal its light, the human story seems to require its contrasts. The divine,
it seems, is not confined to the easy or the joyful; it permeates the whole.
Even the difficult, the tragic, the unjust moments are unique expressions of
being, opportunities through which consciousness experiences yet another
dimension of itself.
What struck me most powerfully was the sheer
inexhaustibility of it all. Just within humanity—this one small species on one
small planet in an unfathomably vast cosmos—there exists an infinite potential
for experience. Each individual is a center of awareness, a unique filter
through which consciousness perceives creation. Even when two people share the
same moment, like a husband and wife sitting together at a picnic, they do not
experience it identically. One notices the warmth of the sun, the other hears
the wind moving through the leaves. One reflects on the past week, the other
anticipates the meal about to begin. The moment itself becomes doubled,
tripled, multiplied infinitely by the uniqueness of perception. And when you
stretch that across billions of individuals, across cultures, languages,
histories, and lifetimes, you realize that consciousness has an unending
reservoir of possibility. It will never repeat itself exactly, never exhaust
its own capacity to experience.
This realization is both humbling and liberating. It humbles
me because I recognize that my perspective, as rich as it may feel, is but one
tiny thread in this infinite fabric. And yet, it liberates me because that one
thread matters—it is irreplaceable. Without it, the tapestry would be
incomplete. Every individual, no matter how seemingly small or obscure,
contributes something vital to the whole. The homeless man sitting on a park
bench, the executive rushing to a meeting, the artist sketching under the shade,
the mother quieting her child—all are necessary facets of divine experience.
Consciousness has chosen to wear their faces, to feel their emotions, to live
their lives. And in doing so, God is enriched.
I find myself reflecting also on the question of meaning. If
every experience is a facet of divine consciousness, then no experience is
wasted. Joys are not only joys for us; they are joys for the cosmos itself.
Sorrows are not only sorrows for us; they are part of the great unfolding story
of consciousness learning itself. Each time we laugh, consciousness discovers a
new shade of laughter. Each time we suffer, consciousness deepens its capacity
for compassion. And perhaps, in ways we cannot fully see, our individual lives
contribute to a larger arc, a story of the divine awakening more fully to
itself through its creation.
Sitting there at the park, I realized that this way of
seeing removes hierarchy from human experience. The jogger’s sweat and the
child’s laughter, the geese’s floating and the soldier’s grief, all have value.
None are trivial; none are meaningless. Each moment is a brushstroke, and every
brushstroke contributes to the masterpiece. We may not always understand how
the darker strokes fit in, but perhaps that is because we see too narrowly, too
close to the canvas. God sees the whole. Consciousness beholds the totality,
and in that totality, nothing is wasted, nothing is excluded.
This perspective also invites a shift in how we live. If
each moment of experience is an opportunity for consciousness to know itself,
then we are invited to bring awareness to those moments. To savor them. To
honor them. When I see a family laying out a picnic, I can pause to marvel that
consciousness has chosen to be that family today. When I see a man jogging, I
can recognize that consciousness has chosen to feel the strain of muscles and
the rhythm of breath in his form. When I encounter suffering, even in myself, I
can remember that this too is consciousness exploring a new depth. That does
not mean I glorify suffering or seek it, but I acknowledge that even it has its
place within the infinite mosaic.
As the sun shifted and the light on the lake grew brighter,
I felt a quiet gratitude. Gratitude for being alive in this particular body,
with these particular perceptions, at this particular moment. Gratitude for the
infinite uniqueness of each life unfolding around me. Gratitude that God is not
far away, not abstract, not aloof, but here—right here—in every breath, every
laugh, every tear, every gesture. God is the geese floating. God is the girl on
the hoverboard. God is the couple holding hands. God is the jogger, the
picnicker, the bird in the tree. God is also the soldier in the trenches, the
refugee seeking shelter, the mother grieving her child. All of it is God, all
of it is consciousness, all of it is life.
What I glimpsed today at the park was that we are not
separate from this divine unfolding; we are the unfolding. Our uniqueness is
the very means through which the infinite knows itself. Each of us is an
irreplaceable expression, a singular angle of vision, a note in the eternal
song. And when we learn to see the world this way, when we awaken to the subtle
truth that nothing is wasted, nothing is duplicated, nothing is without
meaning, then we begin to rest. We begin to trust. We begin to live with reverence
for the ordinary, which is always, at its core, extraordinary.
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