For most of my life, I understood sin through the lens that was common in the evangelical world in which I was raised, educated, and eventually taught. Sin was primarily a legal problem. Humanity had broken God's laws, incurred guilt, and stood under divine judgment. The central question of the Gospel was how sinners could be forgiven and restored to a right standing before God. I preached that message for years as a pastor and seminary instructor because I sincerely believed it was what Scripture taught.
Yet over time, as I immersed myself more deeply in the
biblical languages, the writings of Christian mystics, the Gospel of John, the
Apostle Paul, Valentinian Christianity, Hermetic thought, and contemplative
spirituality, I began to notice something that had previously escaped me. The
language of Scripture itself often seemed far richer and more nuanced than the
theological systems built upon it. The Greek words commonly translated as
"sin" frequently carried meanings such as missing the mark, wandering
from the path, stumbling, crossing a boundary, living in ignorance, or acting
contrary to divine order. While these concepts are certainly serious, they do
not always convey the image of humanity as criminals standing before an angry
judge. More often, they evoke the image of travelers who have lost their way.
This realization caused me to revisit Paul's writings with
fresh eyes. I still believe Paul viewed sin as serious, but I no longer think
he primarily viewed it as a legal problem. Rather, I see him describing a
condition of alienation, blindness, bondage, and forgetfulness. Humanity lives
under illusions. We forget who we are. We become captivated by fear, ego,
division, and the false belief that we are separate from one another and
separate from God. Sin, in this sense, is not merely what we do. It is a distorted
state of consciousness that gives rise to what we do.
When Paul speaks of reconciliation, I now hear something
different than I once did. As an evangelical, I believed reconciliation meant
that God changed His attitude toward sinners because of Christ's sacrifice.
Today, I see reconciliation as God's initiative from beginning to end. Paul
says that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not counting
their trespasses against them. The order matters. God was already acting. God
was already moving toward humanity. God was already reconciling. Reconciliation
was not humanity reaching up to God. It was God revealing what had always been
true at the deepest level of reality.
This raises a profound question. If God was reconciling the
world to Himself, does that mean the world was completely separated from God in
the first place? From my current perspective, I would answer both yes and no.
Yes, humanity experiences estrangement. We experience fear, confusion,
loneliness, hostility, and separation. Those experiences are real. They shape
our lives and the lives of those around us. They create suffering both
individually and collectively. In that sense, reconciliation is vitally important
within a particular lifetime. People need awakening. People need healing.
People need transformation. People need to discover peace with God, with
themselves, and with one another.
Yet at a deeper level, I no longer believe humanity has ever
been ontologically separated from God. How could we be? If God is the source of
all being, then every breath, every thought, every moment of existence already
occurs within the divine reality. As Paul told the Athenians, "In Him we
live and move and have our being." A child may run away from home and feel
abandoned, but the child never ceases to be the child of the parent. Likewise,
humanity may wander far from the awareness of God, but we never cease to exist
within the life of God.
This understanding has transformed how I view universal
reconciliation. I no longer see it merely as a future event when God finally
succeeds in bringing everyone back. Rather, I see it as the unveiling of a
reality that has always been true. God's love has never ceased. God's presence
has never withdrawn. God's purpose has never been frustrated. What changes is
human awareness. What changes is consciousness. What changes is our willingness
to awaken to the truth of our relationship with the Source from which we came.
For that reason, I still believe reconciliation matters
profoundly in this lifetime. The consequences of ignorance are real. The
consequences of fear are real. The consequences of selfishness, violence,
injustice, and hatred are real. We can create heaven or hell within our own
experience and within the experience of others. Awakening matters.
Transformation matters. Spiritual growth matters. The Gospel matters. But I no
longer believe these realities determine whether God ultimately accepts us.
Rather, they determine how fully we participate in the life that has already
been given to us.
Today, I see Christ not as the one who persuades God to love
humanity, but as the revelation that humanity has always been loved. Christ
reveals the heart of God and the true nature of humanity. The Cross enters into
our alienation. The Resurrection reveals our destiny. The Spirit awakens us to
what has always been true. Universal reconciliation is therefore not the story
of a distant God finally deciding to forgive. It is the story of humanity
gradually awakening to the reality that we were never abandoned, never
forgotten, and never outside the embrace of the One in whom we live and move
and have our being.
From this perspective, sin is real, reconciliation is
necessary, and transformation is essential. Yet beneath it all stands a deeper
truth: the eternal union between God and humanity has never been broken. What
needs healing is not God's relationship to us, but our awareness of God. What
needs reconciliation is not the heart of God, but the human heart. And the good
news is that God has been working toward that awakening from the very
beginning.
The dominant evangelical model often emphasizes:
- parabasis (breaking God's law)
- anomia (lawlessness)
while mystical and contemplative readings often pay more attention to:
- hamartia (missing the mark)
- paraptōma (wandering from the path)
- agnoia (ignorance)
- planē (being led astray)
This doesn't eliminate moral responsibility, but it shifts the focus from crime and punishment toward healing, awakening, restoration, and transformation.

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