Their answer was the myth of the demiurge — a lesser,
ignorant creator who fashioned the material world as a flawed imitation of
divine fullness. In their telling, salvation was not about embracing the world,
but escaping it. Awakening meant remembering one’s divine origin and fleeing
the trap of matter.
I understand why they went in that direction. In a violent
and chaotic world, where empire and suffering were constant, it made sense to
assume that something had gone wrong at the level of creation itself. But while
I honor their courage, I cannot follow them there.
I do not experience the material world as a mistake.
I do not experience embodiment as a punishment.
I do not experience the soul as trapped in flesh.
I believe the Source — call it God, Logos, or Divine Ground
— created the material realm intentionally. Not as a prison, but as a place
where consciousness could touch texture. Where love could be felt. Where
individuality could emerge. Where contrast could make meaning possible.
To me, spirit without matter would be potential without
story. Matter without spirit would be form without meaning. Together, they
create experience. Not accident. Not catastrophe. Experience.
Orthodox Christianity approaches the problem from the other
direction, but in a way that also feels incomplete. Rather than rejecting the
world, it often sanctifies suffering. It teaches that creation is fundamentally
broken, that we are fallen, and that salvation is rescue from this damaged
condition. The world becomes something to survive rather than something to
inhabit. The body becomes an obstacle rather than a teacher. Desire becomes
danger rather than fuel for transformation.
While it does not demonize matter the way extreme Gnosticism
can, it still treats it with quiet suspicion.
I cannot fully live in that framework either.
I do not believe God created a broken world that must be
tolerated until escape. I do not believe we were thrown into a cosmic disaster
zone. I believe we were sent into a divine classroom.
Not as prisoners.
Not as victims.
But as participants.
Where the Gnostics saw a trap, and orthodoxy saw a test, I
see a stage.
The divine did not lose control of creation. It entered it.
It did not fear embodiment. It embraced it. There was no cosmic accident. There
was a cosmic choice.
This is why I reject the concept of the demiurge. Not
because I think the Gnostics were foolish, but because I think they stopped
just short of the deeper truth. They sensed that the world was strange,
paradoxical, and painful, and they assumed that meant it was flawed at its
root. I look at the same world and conclude that it is intentionally
paradoxical, designed for growth, transformation, and awakening.
I don’t believe in a lesser god who botched creation. I
believe in a greater God who was brave enough to experience limitation.
I don’t believe salvation is flight from the world. I
believe it is awakening within it. I don’t believe the body is an enemy. I
believe it is a language the divine uses to know itself.
We are not here to escape matter.
We are here to become conscious inside it.
We are not here to abandon the world.
We are here to redeem it by learning how to see.
The Gnostics spoke of remembering where we came from. I
agree with that. But I don’t believe remembering means leaving. I believe it
means learning how to live here with open eyes and an open heart.
Not as prisoners.
Not as slaves.
But as divine beings having a human experience on purpose.

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